This week was filled with many challenging experiences. I wish I was better in my storytelling but for now I feel prompted to put what I wrote to my Mission President as my letter this week. I hope it will convey my thoughts about the past week:
Dear President Taylor,
This has been the most continually challenging week I think so far of my mission, and yet I feel more motivated to do the work then ever before.
Sister Ricks and I were not able to have any lessons with our investigators or our recent convert this week. Wednesday we had a planned lesson with an investigator and a recent convert, then I crashed on my bike turning a corner too sharp. I spent the following hours getting stitches and canceling the appointments.
Then I switched from the bike I usually ride to the one my companion, Sister Ricks, rides after a Sister exchange and found out her bike is harder to pedal! Previously I thought that her not being able to keep up with me was because I was just a really good biker- that proved me wrong. We then rode through pouring rain for a few miles on Saturday.
I also never knew what fatigue was until Sunday when we did more then our usual amount of biking through 40 mph winds going, at what seemed, against us every way we rode. Yet I know now,without the shadow of a doubt, what my purpose is as a missionary. The message we share is one that is more valuable than all the worlds wealth and treasures combined. That this is the real truth of Salvation for EVERYONE.
I love Elder Holland's words when he said "Salvation is not a cheap experience. So as we are the messengers for Jesus Christ, and with Him going through so much pain and sorrow for us to gain salvation, how can we not go through so much when we share it with others?
I can now tell you that I have definitely learned that: "missionary work is not easy because salvation is not a cheap experience. Salvation never was easy. We are The Church of Jesus Christ, this is the truth, and He is our Great Eternal Head. How could we believe it would be easy for us when it was never, ever easy for Him?"
I am grateful I get to understand that fully and irrevocably. I love this work I get to do and I love the experiences I get to gain. I hope that I can continue to share with others this beautiful light of Knowledge that we get to have.
I hope you are all doing well and that with what ever comes my advice would have to be "come what may, and love it."
Loving the work,
Sister Baker
*mom's note-so she left out a few things...like where and how many stitches to name just a few! i will update you as soon as I know!